It is my second last day on my current job and I am going to burn "midnight oil" to finish up what is outstanding!!

One "insensitive" colleague cum friend buzz me on office communicator and asked "How are you feeling that tomorrow is your last day?" Frankly speaking, I do not feel anything, just that I will miss my friends over there and the external friends and sister I know when working in the organization.

I will not cry definitely on my last day as it is nothing to do with my performance. I have overcome the "worst episode" in my life and I can proudly say that nothing can bring me down so far, except a few things and person that I care and love :)

Mum spoke to me earlier that she cannot sleep last night as she get to know from my younger brother that I made my sister in law pay for all the charges to employ the new maid...I am really speechless....Anyway, people whom know me would know that I will not do this type of thing. How I would be asking my pregnant sister in law to bear all the cost??!!! I intend to share the cost when the maid is here as we have to pay one lump sum for the "loan" the new maid owe the agency.

Monthly maid expenses is more than SGD600.00 and I paid SGD500. There are agency fee that I paid previously also. Last year I paid more than SGD1k to send back and get back my previous maid, did I even complain? Now I do wonder if my family really understand what I contributed...sighs...

Actually I am not angry about this thing at all as my younger brother is very thrifty and I know how much he is fetching. Now he got one more mouth to feed soon, he will be stress. I am not going to make him incur more expenses definitely as I will still pay for my share.