So happy to receive the news that CJ is coming back to work!!! I always hate to see colleagues whom become friends to leave the company because I am a person whom hate changes or have any disrupts in life!!

I am really lucky to be still meeting up with CJ, alvin and some ex colleagues from previous workplace occasionally. Other than having CJ back in the workforce, another thing which makes me happy is that I can get ride from home to workplace almost for 6 months, provided CJ is not travelling or on leave.

Frankly speaking, I really hate to take public transport to work every morning...seeing ugly behaviours of commuters. Example, rushing for seats, blocking door ways, reading newspaper and spreading their arms wide open!!!....Worst!!!....having to alot of "fragance" floating in the air...before I even start work, I will have migraine!!!

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Used to be very insensitive, as in not giving priority to the person whom is already attached with me...I am seeing some real examples of the previous me many years back....

1) On the phone with "new" person whom courting me or I am interested...and NOT PICKING UP calls from present one....(Ok, this does not make me a flirt..but I just feel that since we are attached, why make so much effort or give so much attention???)

2) Standard line which I will give..."I'll call you later..." (15mins? 30 mins? 60 mins??!!! erm....well, I guess most of the time I dozed off as too tired)

3) Attention given to present one...(Hmm....5mins max...aiya..frankly speaking, I too lazy to talk lor...bcos tired liao...spent so much time laughing and chatting away earlier....Hey!! Present one!! STOP IRRITATING me with your questions!!!)

Now when I recall...I must admit it is too much of me.....I do not think I can handle as well as someone I know does..