Been sleeping for only around 2 hours this morning after my post..my eyes cannot really close...

Been out partying and although so many friends with me, I feel something amiss..This time it is not just out late throughout the night and having someone out there whom will miss me...

Sleeping has been always my hobby..and it is really important to me as if I do not have enough rest, I will be very very hot tempered...Lying on the bed, tossing and trying to find the exact spot that I can sleep comfortably or rather I am searching for some familiar memories..

Out in TCC here blogging while friends are busy chatting away...only one person know what happened...can see that my best friend is concerned and keep giving me his bubbly smile, but I cannot respond like I used to be...I am like a zombie...tired..yet I am afraid to be home alone in my bedroom...

Benji has been very sweet today...seems that he can sensed that I am not my usual self..he kept licking my leg and look at me with his innocent eyes..I feel like carrying him to tell him what happened...but I doubt he will understand...

Out having a bowl of noodle as breakfast and lunch...called my friends as I really have no place to go...watched "I now pronounced you chuck and larry", very funny show..but I wish someone is beside me other than my friends...

Another day will come soon...a slight busy sunday for me as I have to run some errands with my brothers...

I might just bury myself in work since I am not performing recently...Hope I will sleep later...My eye bags are out...is it really that obvious??