It's going to be a busy month for me. Work, personal commitment and some social activities like wedding dinner of some relatives whom I dun even know.

Just came back from one wedding dinner from Holiday Inn Atrium. Around 12 tables. Usual wedding dinner talks and I'm the third youngest in rank compare to my elders sitting on the table.

Putting that aside, I am always nominated, contacted, appointed to attend this kind of wedding dinner. I think I come from quite a big family with many cousins of my father, with their children whom I seriously do not know them. Luckily I have my iPhone with me which I can either play game or trying to be busy reading news online.

For more than 2 weeks, I have been hoping for something good to happen but always end up in disappointment. I hardly check for messages and missed calls now as there won't be. Sorry if I cannot bother to return your calls and SMS due to laziness. I slept through some weekends as I only can fall asleep in early morning (5 or 6am). I am not suffering from insomina but maybe subconsciously I am disturbed or in denial...