I dragged myself out of bed today as I slept at 3am as I feel very wide awake after a long day of work. I played with my PSP in order to make myself tired and finally after coming 2 hours, I finally succeeded!!

Breakfast with Doris and CJ earlier...I always like to talk to Doris as she is nice and unselfish. She always wanted to teach me more things so that I can understand the business and have a "triumph card" on hand. She suddenly pat me on my hand while we were chatting and said..."Ken, you must try to be nice to ppl even if you dun like them" I was quite stunned with her comment as most of my close friends (ok ok...I admit ppl I dislike will know that I dislike that because I am very obvious *sulk*) will know my style.

I am stubborn and do not bother to hide all my feelings. I know this is my short coming, but I always think isn't it good to be a frank person other than being a hypocrite??

I suppose if I change, many of my close friends will be very happy as they will not "sweat" when they realized that I "buay song" with some uninvited or unexpected guests in a gathering or dining table. They do not have to try to "divert" my attention and try to joke with me to give my bubbly smile...Well...I know you guys are trying to make me smile to look friendly...but I must tell you guys..."I am friendly ok!!!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SELECTIVELY!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha....Ok...I got to stop smiling to the screen while typing...It's not very "healthy" as Joo always ask me "How come whenever I walked passed, you are smiling at the screen"....*chuckles*